Madi Prewett Opens Up About Overcoming 'Secret Sexual Sin' And Finding Freedom

Unveiling a Hidden Battle

Madison Prewett is courageously pulling back the curtain on her personal struggles with what she refers to as "secret sexual sin." In a candid chat on "The Candace Cameron Bure Podcast," the former Bachelor contestant shared intimate details about her journey from shame to liberation.

"Around 13, 14, I got introduced to pornography at a young age by a friend," Prewett, 29, revealed. "That started a long journey and battle for me with porn and masturbation. That created a lot of shame and secrecy in my life." She painted a picture of living a double life – outwardly seen as a devout Christian saving herself for marriage, while internally grappling with these hidden struggles.

“To kill shame is to confess shame. It’s to say, ‘Hey, the enemy’s kingdom is one of darkness and I’ve been keeping this in the dark for too long. But the Lord’s kingdom is one of light and I’m going to bring this into the light. I gotta get this out there. I gotta tell somebody.’”

The Road to Liberation

Though these battles persisted through her high school years, Prewett eventually found solace and healing by confessing her struggles during her college years. She highlighted the liberating power of vulnerability, emphasizing that confessing her "sin" lightened her load significantly.

"I finally was able to break free from that addiction and that cycle," she confided, explaining that many fear judgment when sharing their darkest secrets. "I think a lot of times we think with our sin, that if we confess it... people will think we’re gross, they will think we are a bad Christian."

In 2022, Prewett married Grant Troutt, marking a new chapter in her life. Reflecting on her journey, she underscored the relief and freedom she felt by bringing her struggles into the light, a step she believes is crucial in overcoming shame.

A Journey of Continued Freedom

Having been free from the chains of porn and masturbation for around a decade, Prewett credits her liberation to both divine grace and the strength of a supportive community. She shared this triumph on the "Stay True" podcast, acknowledging that these issues had once "enslaved" her.

"Thankfully, by the grace of God and by the power of Godly community and people around me, I have been free from porn and masturbation for — I don’t even know — 10 years," Prewett said. Her story is a testament to the power of confession and community as tools for overcoming personal battles.

Madison Prewett's journey is an inspiring reminder that breaking the silence and seeking support can lead to profound personal growth and liberation.